the things we tried to save:
a family history of photographs, film and memories
For my child, nieces, nephews, great-nieces, great-nephews and whoever comes after us.
I've been thinking about photographs, old home movies, technology and how easily pieces of family history can disappear.
It made me think about how all of this started.
In Grade 11, around 1979, my mother was going through old family photographs. She had bought some picture frames and asked if I wanted to put photographs in them. I was studying photography, so I did.
We put the photographs in the frames, and she hung them on the walls.
Years later, when she moved, she took those photographs with her. When she passed away, I took them home.
I still have them. They are in my storage today.
They have survived several moves, decades of changing technology and more than one generation of our family.
But not everything was so fortunate.
After Dad died, life became difficult. We moved, Mom became ill and had open-heart surgery. There was a lot happening in the family. We were children, around 13 and 14, and my brother was about 17. There was a tremendous amount of responsibility placed on him.
Some belongings were packed into old trunks and stored in a metal shed. Unfortunately, the shed leaked.
The trunks got wet.
Mom's wedding dress, which she had made herself, developed mould. Eventually, she had to throw it away.
I still feel sad thinking about that. Imagine making your own wedding dress and then losing it because there was nowhere safe to keep it.
It is one of the reasons I think so much about preserving family history. Sometimes things disappear through no fault of our own.
Dad's home movies: a rescue mission
Years later, we started trying to recover Dad's old home movies.
We had the original film reels, but finding a working machine to play them wasn't easy.
My brother eventually found a machine at a flea market, but unfortunately it didn't work.
Later, Mom acquired a little device that allowed me to see what was on the reels. I think it was a viewer with a splicer or something similar. I could examine the footage and put the film in order.
We eventually paid someone about $100 to transfer the film onto video.
Then a friend helped put that video onto DVD.
I played the DVD on my laptop, filmed the playback with my camera and brought the footage into Windows Movie Maker.
I edited it into a film of approximately 30 minutes, added titles and credits, included Creative Commons material where appropriate, and uploaded it to YouTube.
Think about that journey!
Original film reels became video, then DVD, then digital footage, then a movie that family members could watch online.
I wasn't just watching old home movies. I was trying to make sure other people in the family could see them too.
Unfortunately, there were more old film reels that never got transferred.
We did the best we could with what we had.
The changing technology problem
I've backed up most of my photographs and videos over the years, but lately I've been thinking about how difficult digital preservation has become.
Technology keeps changing.
A photograph can be copied, but what happens when the storage device stops working?
A video can be saved, but what happens when the software needed to play it no longer exists?
Some social media videos contain licensed music, which makes downloading and preserving them more complicated.
I've also had to delete photographs from devices because of storage limitations, while trying to make sure they are safely backed up elsewhere.
And I keep asking myself:
Will the next generation even be able to open the files we are saving today?
My father's home movies taught me that having something isn't the same as being able to access it.
We had the film reels, but we couldn't play them. We needed machines, transfers, different formats and people willing to help.
Digital preservation is not simply saving something once. It means making sure it can still be opened, viewed and understood years later.
Why I kept blogging
In 2008, I started documenting my thoughts, photographs, artwork, people, places and things online.
Over the years, that little corner of the internet grew into thousands of posts.
Some are about current events. Some are about family history, art, environmental issues, travel, people I've met and things I've witnessed.
Some are stories I created myself, including The Alchemy of Ivy Mae.
I've often wondered what happens if a website disappears, a platform closes, an account is lost or the power goes out.
The internet can make us feel that everything is safely preserved, but that isn't necessarily true.
A website is not the same as a permanent archive.
I want future generations to understand that this blog is part of my personal record. It contains what I was thinking, seeing, questioning and documenting at particular moments in time.
It isn't a claim that I know everything or that every opinion is a fact. It is a record of one person's observations and creative life.
For the generations who come after me
If you are reading this years from now, I want you to know that these things exist.
There are photographs in frames that once hung in your grandmother's home.
There are old family films that we worked hard to rescue.
There are digital videos, photographs, artwork, blog posts and stories scattered across different generations of technology.
Some things may no longer open. Some links may be broken. Some files may be missing.
But please know that we tried.
We didn't always have the right equipment, the right storage or the money to preserve everything professionally. We worked with what was available.
And sometimes preservation meant asking a friend for help, finding an old machine at a flea market, paying someone to transfer a film reel or learning a completely new piece of software.
It was never just about technology.
It was about people.
About knowing where we came from, remembering those who were here before us, and leaving something behind for those who haven't arrived yet.
My mother saved photographs. I framed them.
My family kept old film reels. We found a way to watch them.
I started a blog. I kept writing.
And now I'm thinking about how to make sure these memories survive the technology that carries them.
Because one day, someone in this family might want to know what life was like before them.
I hope they can find more than stories told from memory.
I hope they can find the photographs, hear the voices, see the places and discover the people who made up their family history.
We were here.
We loved people. We made things. We experienced life. We took photographs. We recorded little moments without necessarily knowing how important they would become.
And we tried to save them.
With love,
Tina
Reflective Questions
Should social media platforms have a responsibility to make our personal archives portable and accessible?
What happens to creative work when the platform hosting it disappears?
Have we become so busy documenting our lives that we've forgotten to preserve the original material?
If the internet disappeared tomorrow, what evidence of your family's life would remain?
Are we leaving the next generation a collection of memories, or just a collection of passwords and broken links?
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